You're the kind of reckless that should send me running.
Babe I know lately I have been harder to deal with. This depression isn't something I planned on. And I wish I wasn't so depressed. Everyday that I don't see your face, is another nail in my coffin. I know we both live such crazy lives but baby I really love you and I know one day it will be okay to be us again. You are always saying how you are sorry, well I'm not. Why would I be sorry? Or why are you sorry? You are better that is all that matters. I would rather it be bumpy now than later because soon enough it won't just be you that I am worrying about. And when that time comes I need to know that I won't be alone. Your healthy, thats what I am thankful for this year. I love you baby. I always have and I always will.
Babe I know lately I have been harder to deal with. This depression isn't something I planned on. And I wish I wasn't so depressed. Everyday that I don't see your face, is another nail in my coffin. I know we both live such crazy lives but baby I really love you and I know one day it will be okay to be us again. You are always saying how you are sorry, well I'm not. Why would I be sorry? Or why are you sorry? You are better that is all that matters. I would rather it be bumpy now than later because soon enough it won't just be you that I am worrying about. And when that time comes I need to know that I won't be alone. Your healthy, thats what I am thankful for this year. I love you baby. I always have and I always will.
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