I am ashamed of myself right now. I can't believe that I could fall so easily. Why would anyone want to be in love, when you could just be alone and be happy with yourself. I need to be void of all emotion. Emotion is humanity's downfall.
Maybe you still don't know who I really am but lately neither do I. I try to impress those who could care less and we'll I say to hell with them. I miss myself. I miss my oldest friends. But one thing I don't miss is music, because music has never left me. What am I listening to right now? Well right now I am quietly and spastically listening to The Outfield- Your Love, The Cure- Friday I'm In Love, and Matt Nathanson's Come On Get Higher!