Regret It?

I don’t want to do anything that you or I will regret. But last night you said you did regret something. It hurt like nothing else I have ever been pained by. I gave myself to you. Showed you a side of me that no one has ever seen. And afterward you walked away. Stood up and left like it was nothing. It made me feel cheap and used, like you knew that would happen. You seemed experienced in pretending nothing had happened. Everything changed last night. I felt the shift as soon as you left me at my door. I just wish that you would speak to me about it. This is hurting the both of us and maybe if we spoke about it, we would be better. Tell me what I did wrong. Let me inside your brain. Tell me how you feel. I know you don’t really open up to me but this is important. Even if we end up breaking up, I need to know how you felt or feel. I need you more than you could ever imagine and yesterday meant so much to me. I just hope we can salvage something of this relationship.



Love you,

Allyumpkin