I realize no one is reading this. That's okay with me though. Putting it out there for someone to read makes me feel a slight rush. It makes me feel better about how horrible my life has been. The 2 year breach from me was because I fell in love. I'm not back because I fell out of love. I'm back because I need to put my sadness out there. I'm grieving because I love the one thing that has EVER mattered to me. I lost him. They made me give him up. It was him or college. And I need college to get out. I will never forgive them for this. And he'll pro