I screwed up. I made a decision I regret with my entire being. At least that is how I feel about it today. No one really cares about me anymore. My two best friends haven't spoken to me in ages, my family tries to tolerate me, and then there's the guy who meant the world. He meant everything to me and yet I mean nothing to him. Life just isn't fair. Between giving him my all and getting nothing in return I have decided that my life is worthless. No one would even notice if I dropped