I am really afraid I'm stupid.

I can't concentrate on anything. Nothing is making me happy except him. I cry myself to sleep every night. I just want a mom or dad to cry to. I know its quite pathetic but I need someone to talk to right now. I'm really depressed and I could tell you exactly why but you can probably figure it out by yourself. I'm sick of feeling stupid and inadequate. I'm so tired of crying and sobbing at night when I know no one can hear me. I'm really hurting and no one is helping. I just want what everyone else has. A parent to love me. I hate my life. I hate it so very mcuh