Be Here

Oh she wants to get in,
and she wants to get out.
And the city, it calls her name.
And the scars that she hides,
with those stars in her eyes,
like the echos they're all the same.

Cause its all been done before,
Yes its all been done before...

And oh, you can let this one go
but when the sun doesn't show
I want you to be here.
And oh, now the stars never shine,
and the streets are all tired,
I want you to be here.

Oh she's sick of this town,
and the rain that falls down,
But her pride just wont let her see.
That when she swears that she's made,
and the heart that won't break,
she's dead but she still believes...


I never wanted to be this hurt. I never dreamed that someone this close to the real me would be the one to hurt me. But that is what happens when you put your trust into someone undeserving. She has hit me. Has made me bleed. Has locked me in closets. Has made me pass out from pain. Has left bruises on me. But she has also covered her tracks. I used to believe that she was all I had. She was my very best friend. But now I know that she is the only thing I never want to become. If I ever lay a hand on my little sister I will kill myself. I am the do no harm type of person. So why is it that people harm me the most? I don't know the answer but I do know that I will never rely on her ever again. He is always there for me. He has loved me from day one. I have lusted after him for 2 years. He has held my hand while I have cried and he has lied and said I looked beautiful without makeup. I love him. Always have and always will. I love him because he will always be here. 
--Be Here-Parachute--