Obsessed

Everytime I close my eyes I see your face
So I try to read
But all I do is lose my place 
Am I obsessed with you?
I do my best not to want you
But I do all the time
I do all the time 
I just had to call you up and say hello
I know it's 3 AM
And I saw you a while ago
 But I still had this aching pain to hear your voice

 



As we said our goodbyes tonight, I felt something snap inside me. Tonight was a failure, it was a series of misses.  We said all of the wrong things at all of the wrong times. And I know love shouldn't be this hard. It should be simple and lovely. Something beautiful and wonderful. But I haven't felt that in awhile. It feels like you're slipping away. And as much as I want to hold on to you, I can't because I don't want to be clingy. I'm sorry for all of the hurt I have caused you. I do love you but this love isn't helping either one of us. It is my biggest fear that we will break up. I don't want that. All I do want is some reassurance that we are meant to be together and that this past month or so is just a fluke, and that it means absolutely nothing. I love you baby. Forever and Always:*