After the end

It was homecoming. And then it wasn't.  And now I regret alot more than I should. Why do we do things in the heat of the moment? I am trying to understand. If its right at one moment then why do you feel like its wrong as soon as its over? I just regret how people got treated and things that happened. I regret feeling confused about my relationship. I love him. I love him. Just so the entire world knows. I miss him more today because I can honestly say spending so much time with him last night made me love him more. Its not over. Its just beginning(: Which makes my melancholy atmosphere slighty better.