Where does this leave me?

Walk me to my door, say you love me. Don't say anything that could hurt me. But just so you know I don't believe a single word you say. Why would I? You have lied in this past. Have you done this all before? Are you sure you want to stick with that answer? Why do I doubt you? Because when I wake up each morning I think about you. I think about the things I have done to get to you, to be with you. And I think of the things that I will do in order to lose you. I love you but when push comes to shove I will break. Fall to pieces and what is left of me will be a complete waste of hu